Just got back from Addenbrooke’s hospital, first time I’ve been in a while and to be honest I’ve not missed it at all. Went with my dad to his appointment, basically his first check up since he left in February. Every thing went well was just annoying as I’m finally getting over what happened, i had them telling me how he’s lucky to be here and giving us all these stats on how he basically beat the odds big time. Most people either die when having the seizures and the rest are left when disabilities mentally or physically and/or need life long care after the surgery. She also felt the need to let us know that the kind of subarachniod Hemorrhage on the scale of 1 to 5 they use to rate the time of bleed, he had a 2-3, all of them being very serious but 5 being the worst of those. They way she described all this was very hard to listen to after basically just getting to terms with everything that has happened.

Feel a bit shit today and I’m knackered hate that I’m not sleeping well still and I have no fucking idea why! Its so annoying!